Douglas County Sheriff John Hanlin said October 1, 2015 started out like any other day. The sheriff said he was catching up on emails, other messages and paperwork shortly after 10:30 a.m. when reports of an active shooter at UCC came in.
“I could feel the blood rush from my head, my heart sank,” Sheriff Hanlin said. “The moment that I pulled up to the scene at Snyder Hall and saw all those people leaving the rooms with their hands in the air… students that were in the classroom, they had the blood of their classmates on their clothing. That was heartbreaking.”
One year later: Umpqua Community College shooting
Students, staff and faculty are evacuated from Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore. after a deadly shooting Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (Michael Sullivan /The News-Review via AP)
Students, staff and faculty are evacuated from Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore. Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015, after a deadly shooting. (Michael Sullivan/The News-Review via AP)
Hannah Miles, center, is reunited with her sister Hailey Miles, left, and father Gary Miles, right, after a shooting at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., on Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
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A patient is wheeled into the Emergency Room at Mercy Medical Center. Mercy was under extreme stress dealing with victims from the shooting at Umpqua Community College and regular patient admittances.
A woman is comforted as friends and family wait for students at the local fairgrounds after a shooting at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., on Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
Authorities respond to a report of a shooting at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (Michael Sullivan /The News-Review via AP) MANDATORY CREDIT
Two woman wait outside Umpqua Community College campus after a shooting at the school in Roseburg, Ore., on Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
Authorities carry a shooting victim away from the scene of a shooting at Umpqua Community College. (Mike Sullivan/Roseburg News-Review via AP)
Friends and family are reunited with students at the local fairgrounds after a deadly shooting at Umpqua Community College, in Roseburg, Ore., Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
Friends and family are reunited with students at the local fairgrounds after a deadly shooting at Umpqua Community College, in Roseburg, Ore., Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
Douglas County Sheriff John Hanlin addresses the media following a deadly shooting at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Jeff Barnard)
Friends and family are reunited with students at the local fairgrounds after a deadly shooting at Umpqua Community College, in Roseburg, Ore., Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Ryan Kang)
Douglas County Sheriff John Hanlin addresses the media about the shooting at Umpqua Community College, Oct. 1, 2015 (KOIN)
President Barack Obama pauses as he speaks in the Brady Press Briefing Room at the White House in Washington, Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015, about the shooting at the community college in Oregon. The shooting happened at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., about 180 miles south of Portland. (AP Photo/Andrew Harnik)
People gathered at Portland City Hall for a vigil for the victims of the Umpqua Community College shooting, Oct. 1, 2015 (KOIN)
Kristen Sterner, left, and Carrissa Welding, both students of Umpqua Community College, embrace each other during a candle light vigil in Roseburg, Ore. (AP Photo/Rich Pedroncelli)
Diana Nicolay, a former employee of Umpqua Community College, wears a school sweatshirt during a candle light vigil for those killed during a fatal shooting at the school Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015. (AP Photo/Rich Pedroncelli)
Meriah Calvert, left, of Roseburg, Ore., and an unidentified woman pray by candles spelling out the initials for Umpqua Community College after a candlelight vigil Thursday, Oct. 1, 2015, in Roseburg, Ore. A man opened fire at the school before dying in a shootout with police. (AP Photo/John Locher)
Michael Garwood places flowers at a makeshift memorial near the road that leads to Umpqua Community College, Friday, Oct. 2, 2015, in Roseburg, Ore. Armed with multiple weapons, Chris Harper-Mercer, 26, walked into a classroom at the college Thursday and opened fire, killing several and wounding others. (AP Photo/John Locher)
Candida Miller, left, and Brandon Snyder leave flowers at a site of a growing memorial to victims of the mass shooting at Umpqua Community College in Roseburg, Ore., Tuesday, Oct. 6, 2015. (AP Photo via Chris Pietsch/The Register-Guard)
Nine people were killed and 8 others injured before investigators said the shooter turned the gun on himself. Sheriff Hanlin said moments felt like hours as officials worked to identify the victims and notify their families.
But the sheriff’s heartbreak and headaches were just beginning.
“When the sensationalism of the incident started to settle down, I felt like I then became the target,” the sheriff explained.
Sheriff John Hanlin’s Facebook post about the Sandy Hook massacre that came under fire. (Facebook)
He came under fire for a video he shared on his Facebook page, suggesting the Sandy Hook massacre was a hoax.
“This makes me wonder who we can trust anymore,” Sheriff Hanlin posted.
In hindsight, the sheriff said he didn’t realize that sharing the video suggested he believed the shooting was a hoax.
“What happened was, I watched the video… attempting to multitask, doing 2 different things, and I kept catching bits and pieces of the video,” he said. “There were some inconsistencies in the video that made me wonder what was going on.”
Sheriff Hanlin said he doesn’t “for a second” believe the Sandy Hook massacre was a hoax. He said “there’s no doubt” in his mind the shooting really occurred.
“I went back and re-watched that video and suddenly it dawned on me… what it was really saying,” Sheriff Hanlin said. “Of course I was rather embarrassed and ashamed at that point, but the damage was already done.”
The experience proved to be an important lesson for the sheriff.
Douglas County Sheriff John Hanlin, July 2016 (KOIN)
“I don’t think there’s anything I would change,” he said. “[I’ve] learned a lot of lessons.”
What affects him a year after the incident is the weight of all the families who looked to him for answers in the aftermath of such a devastating tragedy.
“When you have a mother pleading with you to do everything you can, to prevent the next one of these from occurring… it weighs heavily on you,” the sheriff said.
The sheriff’s office will release its final report of the investigation when it’s complete.
Umpqua Community College shooting victims
Lucero Alcaraz, 19, was killed in a shooting at Umpqua Community College. (Facebook)
Lucas Eibel, 18, was shot and killed at Umpqua Community College. (DCSO)
Rebecka Carnes, 18, was killed in the shooting at Umpqua Community College. (Facebook)
Quinn Cooper, 18, was shot and killed at Umpqua Community College. (GoFundMe)
Jason Johnson, 33, was killed in the UCC shooting. (Facebook)
Sarena Moore, 44, a victim in the UCC shooting. (Facebook)
Treven Taylor, victim of the shooting at Umpqua Community College (Facebook)
Kim Dietz, 59, was killed in the UCC shooting. (Facebook)
Professor Lawrence Levine, 67, a victim killed in the UCC shooting. (Facebook)